OH MY GOD! No. Porn I’m a good person. Why didn’t anyone ever look at me that way he did just before I’d closed the door silently. WRONG. I was dying to get away and live life, but couldn’t argue with my parents. I cried myself to sleep, trying to roll the blankets around me to imagine someone, anyone, holding me. After cleaning up and having dinner I turned in and reached for one of my favorite novels, all stacked neatly at the shelf on the head of my bed. He was the one who really welcomed her to the most to this school. Moments slipped by, but nothing more was said so I quietly cracked the door open. After a few moments Becky’s sucking did something to Edward. I went to dances and politely kissed boys the way Mother had shown me at the end of the night, but always felt that they wanted something more. It was pointing up, long and hard, spurting out the last few spurts of his sticky white love into the empty air until is slowly started to sag down and shrink, leaking
