After the kiss ended I confessed again. So I agreed. Porn Dee was always encouraging me to do whatever makes me happy and I wasn’t sure when, but I sure felt like I wanted to take the first step soon. His name was Darren and he was 26, I learned walking to the car. It took about five minutes, but I heard Darren groan some, then, as if to warn me, say “I’m gonna cum Honey.” Maybe he thought I was going to lift up and finish him with my hand, but that thought never crossed my mind. He was dark, with his afro trimmed short, tall, and go-o-o-oood looking. When he got in and shut the door, I confessed to him. Dee said he would walk outside, cross the street and go buy something from the store across the street before heading back to see if I was outside smoking with my new friend. It was the first of many, and still the one I remember best. I remember this as if it were yesterday.
