“You really want to know who my first woman that I was attracted to was?”
“Yes. Porn videos “No … it’s nothing.” I said slowly, my brain feeling muddy and unfocused. You’re great at being just mom.”
There was a short silence. This seemed, to my mind, to be a very beneficial arrangement for both of us. But I have a Blackberry. My breathing was getting heavier and heavier. It was swollen and ready for a really good time. It was always something vague about me going to get ice cream, but there was no ketchup at the store so the whole day was ruined because what kind of a fool eats ice cream without ketchup? She smelled of something that I can only describe as warmth. “We get to drink?” I asked, incredulous. “How are you doing at school? I love them. I wasn’t really sure whether I even knew or not. “So what about her?”
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