but Jason stood in the way of me getting in and he said “Lucas you are not driving that car home!” but I tried a few times to get into my car. At College the next day I walked over to Jason and said “Good morning Jason” Jason turned around to face and said “Morning Lucas, How are you?” “I am a bit hung over. I felt all new kind of emmotions. when I answered he said “What the fuck?”
“Jason I have already exsplained I can not love people so deal with it and move on” and then I put the phone down. I do not need you I do not need anyone”
“Why won’t you let me help you Lucas?”
“Becuase I do not want it so fuck off”
“You know what Lucas I’m sorry about your parents dying but you can’t keep taking it out on everyone”
I started crying and said “What do you know about my parent Jason.
