Reluctantly, my skin crawling with the awkwardness of it all, I sat down at one end of the nearby couch. Porn It was with hesitance that I arrived back at the building in the early evening and found my way to the apartment. You put on quite a show for a while.” God, was I really that bad at hiding it? If I ever struggled to get to sleep at night, and it happened plenty of times, I ended up lying awake watching her in the bed a few feet away from me. “I’m just afraid of spoiling what we have,” she eventually said nervously. I had my cellphone with me, and made a conscious decision to keep it switched on; Holly and I normally called each other a couple of times a day, and I think I was hoping that she would make the first step to try and resolve the situation without me having to do it instead.
