The diagram at school had not prepared me and I felt myself jerk embarrassingly. I felt my insides melt at the sound of his voice and would later remember it and find myself wondering what he would feel like in my mouth. Later, for years, I would sit and think horrified of how deep the kiss had gotten, sure he could tell it was my first. What the actual heck? I silently crept up to the crack in the door and peeked outside. It was Grace’s set of perfectly manicured cherry red nails that brought My attention to his balls hanging heavy between his legs. I don’t normally consider myself to be the irritatingly nosey type, but curiosity got the better of me. Later, for years, I would sit and think horrified of how deep the kiss had gotten, sure he could tell it was my first. Gabriel was leaning against a wall, he was sweaty from his day of work and his dark hair was falling loose and damp in his face.
