At Last, I Caught A Glimpse Of My Sister-in-law’s Underwear

What man wouldn’t? “While you are here your body is depilated; electrolysis, laser treatment. I sank into the armchair, my mind rejecting what my senses told me. Music! An indefinite time later I awoke with my face and hair soaked in cold piss. PREPARATION
Consciousness returned slowly. It was – had been – a psychologist. You behaved like an owner, not a lover. The gun used to kill Sura Drilea was found in your bathroom. “If she’d told me at the outset I’d have forgiven her,” I said, “but she didn’t.”
This time it was Ms Grüber who marched forward and kicked my balls. “Let’s be more precise, Specimen Ten,” said Ms Curtis. “You see? “Why me?” I said. But the question still forced itself from my mouth:
“Is the Hungarian – Ms Kurtag – going to be… Who could judge the validity of their confessions or the gloss they put on them? For the first time in my life I was suicidal.