When she woke up she heard it still. They went on like that anyway, until Amina’s back ached and her knees felt weak but she still didn’t want to give in. Porn videos ***
In the end it didn’t matter. Its regularity made Amina think of a metronome, and she giggled. They still loved her, but it was a cold, panicky affection, like they were afraid of what might happen if they didn‘t. They left Amina be. (He didn’t know her very well). She spread her legs and wrapped them around him, the muscles of her thighs squeezing him. At breakfast the next morning her parents piled food high on her plate, but she wasn’t hungry. The doctors said it was probably caused by an arrhythmia, something that could have gone on for years without him noticing it. They called it a wake, although Amina knew that a wake should properly be held before the funeral. And that was something Amina could never stand for.