Stephanie reaches for me but I shrug her hand off my arm and push past Richard into my dorm room but not before grabbing a six pack of his beer. Unlike every other female I’ve been with she doesn’t flinch at the opportunity and I discover something about myself now that I will be grateful for no matter what happens, I can look down and see my penis without sucking in my gut. “Things don’t get easier from here Stuart, Guy wasn’t there for seven weeks because if you quit then he could just write you off and that would be the end of it. I must have a funny look because when they turn to look at me all three of them smile big at me, I see the two women are making dinner of some sort and when I hear footsteps behind me I turn and see Katy only not what I’m used to.
