and this was for my husband, and they knew that as well. I told myself I was over thinking it, and just set the outfits aside until the day of the shoot… Rodney looked at me and said “you look so sexy laid out naked like that… and move your hand in your panties occasionally so that it looks like you’re masturbating”. “is it OK if Joshua kisses your neck” Rodney asked… It was still a bit of a shock to be standing there as two guys admired my body as they complimented me on having “great tits”. I talked to one photographer named Robert Helm, who was interested based on what I told him and seemed willing to work with me price wise, but said he was already booked up and wouldn’t be avaliable… thanks for respecting my limits”. remember, we’re just acting, so there’s no need to worry”. I nervously responded “I’m sure he’d love to see me go a lot further…
