After eating we relaxed on the beach again for awhile. And looking back I wonder what my obsession with John’s are….half the guys I’ve dated had John somewhere in their name. I met my husband and for the first 4 months everything was great. I would of gone straight to the bedroom if he wanted. I kind of pretended like he never said it and for a few months we were still great friends, even though I knew that if given the chance he would be more. Well I did have to wait for the divorce to finalize but then I would be gone never looking back. I also knew that as bad as it was to “string him along” it would probably be the end of our friendship if we dated and it didn’t work out. I couldn’t stop myself from touching him. I gave him my phone number, and as he left two feelings stayed with me.
